Losing the battle against yourself

the moment you try to wake up, being the new you, not because you like it, but because you know that it's the best for you, it's the moment that things will not go as you planned it to. blaming it on you-don't-know-what...trying hard to survive but in the end you failed.

but deep down you know why you failed. the hardness was an endurance test. whether you really deserve the change or not. agree?disagree?

they say it's okay to lose. but you know that you're a loser when you lose the most to yourself. Yeah, yeah! old habits die hard. but it's the YOU that made it hard..

This is what we call the so-called therapy

I wonder why i agreed to this name, maybe when I intended to have a new blog, it is intentionally for fun (my own definition of fun), for my stress therapy, despite all the problems happening in life lately...the ups and downs in life, this blog has nothing to do with it... ;)